beggining to end.. the ups and downs of it all

I have this... " obsession " with the blog land.. I absolutely love it.. I've tried so many times to keep up on my own blog And well that's always a stick in the mud. I loose focus on myself and get to involved with my life therefor... neglecting my blog ... hmm I wonder what I need to to to get more focused on my blog. I want a successful one. I want to connect with bloggers and get to know women who know just exactly what being a stay at home momma means.. the ups and downs of it all....